I dunno anything anymore

I think I'm going to be on cruise-control again for the next few weeks...I don't know what I just did and I don't really know what will happen and I don't really expect too much from the actions that I have taken, and from the noted pattern of things that happened so far this year, I can foresee crappiness! (if that makes any sense).

I basically have VERY mixed FEELINGS about EVERYTHING! I can't decide on what to do or what not to do. I might seems so confident about things or have my minds set on things but those are just merely my outer shell...deep down inside I'm as lost as anyone you would find in a thick forest at night. There are so much feelings that I have deep down inside. I must admit that I have been going through life pretty carelessly and sort of mentally "drunk" for the past months and sometimes people can perceive it to be cool and that I'm OK...or whatever it might be...but in reality, I'm pooped. =[

Anyhow...sorry for the depressing post. Here comes the happier part that happened over the last weekend. Well I promised that I have tried my best to make it happy!

JESSICA'S BIRTHDAY

The birthday girl and me!
CLICK ON THE PICTURE TO GO THE GALLERY

I got up around 4 PM...yes 4 in the afternoon...on Saturday and drove over to Pete's house for his little daughter's 2nd birthday. I was a bit late...but luckily nothing important happened yet until I got there!

Pete and his wife told me that I ate almost everything there! But I could've sworn that I saved the 10 or so meatballs left for the late comers. I was being considerate!

I only eat once a day for the past months....I don't feel like eating anymore...so I was pretty hungry and was prepared to eat a lot to make up for my missing breakfast and lunch!

To make it short...one of my highlights of the evening was being called "Antie Marilyn" by little Jessie! hahaha....ok maybe that's not the highlight! But it's funny!!...anyhow...after the party, we played a little bit of Texas Hold'em Poker in Pete's Garage. Being the rookie that I am, to make the story short again, I beat out Francis' AK (Ace, King) with my Ace and 5 at the very end when he went all in! Won myself $60!

I must admit that I had a pretty good night gambling with Pete's money...(he spotted me cuz I was broke after the Laughlin trip). Half way through the whole match...I've sort of realized that whatever hand I was dealed and if I have decided that I was going to win with it...then I will! Trust me, there are a few occurrences that the river card completed my Straight!

There were about 8 or 9 of us that played and fortunately, I took 1st place, defeating Francis' super AK combo! Hehe...he was pretty pissed at me for the rest of the night! j/k

The whole Poker match lasted about a little more than 2 hours long! Man that was intensed!

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There I go again...it has been about 30 hours since I last ate...and I'm not even hungry...I guess I will eat and make up for it sometime tomorrow. Anyways...be sure to click on the links below to see some more interesting stuff.

And to read in further detail about what went down....or up! at Jessie's Birthday Party. CLICK HERE TO READ A HAPPIER POST! Trust me you will like it

AND CLICK HERE TO ALSO VISIT PETE'S GALLERY OF PICTURES AT THE PARTY (a bit different from mine)!

Posted by Son at October 26, 2004 02:29 AM
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