February 16, 2005

Badluck! Continue...


It's actually my name in chinese. I drew the design and it was custom made at my aunt's shop in Vietnam a long time ago.

As I promised that I will write more about this later. And now is that later! So here goes...one summer approximately 7 years ago, my family and I were visiting my home country of Vietnam for vacation. Around that time, now that I thought about it, I was in a very similar situation as I'm having right now; I thought that I needed something to help me out of that rut. So I figured a lucky charm of some sort will rescue me(!) and since my aunt owns a jewelry store there. I thought that maybe I can get something cool for my necklace at the time. Anyhow, to abridge the long story, I ended up drawing a sketch of my name in Chinese in a circle fashion that can be fitted with one of the existing default border in her store. Well the result of it as you can see in the picture above looks pretty cool eh? :smile:

Well after 7 years have gone by, I've not always had it in my possession the entire time. A particular special person has kept it for me for a good part of those 7 years. However, for some strange reason, ever since I've gotten it back, the charm has been more of a jinx to me than anything else and every single time I wear it, something bad, unwanted or unlucky seems to occur around me or directly toward me! It's a little creepy. Maybe it's just coincidental? Who knows! But a few days ago, I have decided to start wearing it again on my necklace. Hopefully I can wear the badluck out of it I said! Maybe not...it will probably kill me before that happens!

COMPUTER:

Anyways, funny things have happened so far...for example, last night, my UI during my WoW gaming session decided to freeze up my computer for no apparent reason! It caused me to think that my video card was overheating so I had to replace it with an older video card that I had lying around. This older video card then started to flicker really bad and I couldn't see anything on my screen as it was booting up. Moreover, I kept restarting my computer time after time trying to figure out the source of the problem. Anyhow, I somehow managed to corrupt my Windows XP OS main files. Afterward, I proceeded to enter the Super Duper Recovery Session for the Safe Mode of Windows XP and thought that I should try out the 'holy' FIXMBR command since the CHKDSK command gave me the okay. Again, to make the story much shorter, I basically killed the file table of my main hard drive and render it into a worthless 160 GB chunk of non-readable data! I immediately ran into the bathroom and began to cry up a river! :lol: Actually I literally sat there with my head down and chuckled quietly at myself! What luck I have!

After a few hours of thinking and crying...I mean chuckling about the problems, I've finally figured out what's going on with it. I went back into the Recovery Session and basically did a manual repair on the Master Boot Record for the main hard drive and THAT finally fixed the problem. Fortunately, everything seems to be back to normal now. Thanks to my brother's help on narrowing down to the correct source of the problem relating back to WoW and my fancy User Interface customization that messes everything up! Everything's okay for now...

UMMMM....

Well...onto the funnier part of the day, well I don't even know how funny it really was. But I think I've officially earned my jerk badge! I had a girl (those who know me know who I am referring to) today actually asked me why I am being so mean to her when she's trying to be nice to me! I thought that was so funny! I think she must have hated my gut pretty bad by now! But hey, she stood in the cold talking to me for an hour and a half...so go figure! Man, I'm a nice guy and I hate to be mean but when I have to, I will. She did although admit that she was being "annoying" to me last quarter...whatever that means...With that said, I do feel bad for the things I've said to her, but whatever, although I don't think this is going to as planned or anywhere for that matter, nonetheless, I don't think I have any other choice. I really think I'm going to get that slap I've been waiting for soon enough! :lol: Anyways, it's a long story and if you don't know about it, then don't worry about it.

SCHOOL

Onto schoooooool! Still hate it! I think I'm going to end up having to take that dreadful leave of absence that I've been procrastinating for quite a while now. Maybe it's time to start venturing in a different direction or path. I feel like I'm just hanging by my very last thread here in CS grad school waiting for something to piss me off before I call it quit. I'm not happy there nor passionate about the work. I feel like I'm just prolonging the inevitable, so I might as well cut my losses before it's too late and that I have wasted more money, energy and time into it. What'cha think?

Oh and by the way, my car's radiator is undoubtedly effed up! Sigh! Hopefully the car's engine won't overheat before I can get it repaired! Dang, I'm going to be so busy toward the end of this week too, a bunch of dance competitions that I have to attend. Time to sleep now! Adios!

Posted by Son at February 16, 2005 04:14 AM
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Comments
Darren - February 16, 2005 06:33 AM

Brightside of leaving Grad school: you get to devote more time into girls and dance. hmmm...I guess I am always optimistic on your blog. That's what friends are for! :mrgreen:

Derek - February 16, 2005 03:21 PM

shake that @$$, baby!! :wink:

David - February 16, 2005 07:48 PM

You computer problem sounded like the one I had! Crazy computers..

Anyhow life sucks sometimes for sure, but maybe at the end of this we'll all end up with something that we worked hard for and appreciate better because of the suffering we had to go through to get it.

By the way, I think I'm going to join ricebowljournals.com just for the heck of it. I wonder if they'd ever catch on?

Darren - February 16, 2005 09:05 PM

Dave, I doubt it. As intern of Asian American
Senior Citizen Association (I gots my first business cards today!) I welcome you to the wonderful Asian Community. hahaha

Cedric - February 18, 2005 03:45 PM

Hey Son,

Stick it out for a bit longer, just finish your graduate degree... doesn't matter what you get, but just get one, as long as you are happy doing what you do.

Girls... well, try not to put all your anger into that new "relationship". Being an ass is not always the answer, and the only person you are really hurting in the end if yourself. If you like this girl and she likes you... just go for it.. and don't play hard to get :P ahahah that's the woman's job.

C.

pete - February 18, 2005 03:52 PM

good advice cedric.

hey son, if she resists, just grab her by the hair and drag her back to your place. it worked for the cavemen. :twisted:

Darren - February 18, 2005 05:38 PM

I agree with cedric's advice. I can see you being witty without the cocky attitude, Son. You better work that Asian Persuasion pretty quick thought, cuz David is going to get all the chicks now that he's in Rice Bowl Journals. :mrgreen:

Philospher - February 20, 2005 09:53 AM

I would like to dedicate this song to Son.

http://chat.carleton.ca/~fgao2/Wilson/HoldOn.mp3

Son - February 21, 2005 05:30 AM

Darren, thanks for being optimistic for me! :smile:

Derek, you know it!

David, hehe, you've joined RiceBowlJournals, welcome David, now you can't go back being white ever again! And about life, sometime, I'd just like to have the "EASY" button.

Cedric, too late, already dropped another one of my class. I only have one more to drop and that's that.
:neutral: Thanks for the advices though. And about the new "relationship"...I don't know if you can call it that or not. But I'm not putting anger into it, it's more like playing the game that all girls like to play. That's all...I think.

Pete, hahahaha wonderful advices from you again! Cavemen style please! :lol:

Darren, ya it's hard to not be bitter about the situation, but I understand what you guys are saying though...

Philosopher, thanks for the mp3, it's on my mp3 playlist now.